i've gotten so many bad things out of my life lately and i'm feeling really good, though nothing is ever 100%

"some things don't last forever
Journal Entry: Sat Mar 24, 2007, 4:21 PM
Mood: DefeatedWatching: spongebob squarepantsEating: marshmallowslike friendships. i have been a good friend. i have done everything in my power to make you smile when you're sad and i fucking put my entire high school career on the line for you last year and this is how i get repaid, i don't understand it. i don't understand how five days can compete with a year and a half."

i thought we ended up okay after that because things were talked over like adults.

things don't always go the way they're planned. elle disaster and i have parted ways. i waited a while before i said aything to anyone because i was sure it was something we could overcome in our friendship but apparently i was wrong.

finding out someone is talking behind your back hurts.
finding out someone thinks you're a waste of time hurts even worse.
asking someone if they want to put the past behind them and having them say no in the form of deleted text messages hurts the most.

that is all i'll say about it, the friendship was one sided from the start anyway.

still going to continue with what i do, goes without saying.
upcoming:

college shopping with my grandma on sunday. i need new clothes and shoes since i've worn uniforms to school for two years.
senior banquet - may 19th
finals - may 21st-23rd
graduation - may 24th
north carolina trip - june 9th-17th
moving into my dorm july 5th
college starts july 9th
warped tour july 21st
marilyn manson florida tour dates some time after that.
shoots and me time in between

i'm very busy.
more when i have more time.

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